It’s funny

Because I sincerely care about my friends and relationships so much more than others. And I try so hard to keep them up. But I get no feedback. It really sucks, really. But I mean, maybe it’s just time. I’m a really patient person, maybe someone has a plan for me. I just have to wait for it.

So I am waiting.

Sad but it FEELS like this

lambarghini:

I’m not my best friend’s best friend. Out of all the people I’ve met during moving, all at different times and different ways (7 here, 2 in Pittsburgh, and 1 in Boston) they are what i consider MY best friends but I am not theirs. And it hurts. I wish I had a person I could really rely on besides myself.

I’m tired of me, myself, and I.

Once you take responsibility for your own actions and not try to guide the actions of others you will be so much happier. You cannot always get your way,Kamania. You are spoiled rotten. The world doesn’t revolve around you. Love yourself. Accept your mistakes.

— Cozie Reaves (my mother) - she’s so right

bring me back to life.

listening to Evanescence because life right now feels numb

white in is ridiculously pretty. I’m thinking of getting it for my back tattoo

Cuder: Who’s going to love you like I did? Who is going to love you now?

Beiste: Me

best scene in Glee ever. and FINALLY I get it. I am done. though crying, and feeling sad. Im tired of being sad. I love me and that’s all that fucking matters. I do not need him or any of his bullshit. 

2nd place - hate that

heartless and cold - really hate that

smart ass - hate it

so much I loved though and that’s what hurts the most. The person I loved the most fucked me over, pushed me away, and made me feel like shit. And it’s not their fault, it’s because I didn’t love myself. But I do love myself. and that’s all I need. Me. 

doesn’t mean I don’t resent his ass though.

But you didn’t have to cut me off, Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing, And I don’t even need your love, But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough, No you didn’t have to stoop so low, Have your friends collect your records and then change your number - I guess that I don’t need that though, Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I’ll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
No you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now you’re just somebody that I used to know
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I’d done
But I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
And you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know


Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you’re just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody


EXPLAINS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL

GOODBYE

I guess it’s time to leave Tumblr.